Saturday, December 12, 2009.

L-O-V-E

L-OUSY
O-VERATED
V-AIN
E-XPRESIONS

Thats is my title of today post XD to those who see this and find it unhappy , pls leave :D
thats 4 words i created my self XD cool rite? XD and anyways i rebon my hair !! whoo~! nice i like =] starting kinda hate it , but now ! wahaha! love it XD opps shoulden use love XD but i dont care XD aiya shoulden course of from what i do....

i am here to do this ...

TONGLEE

&
WENDY

tonglee how ur name fit hers =] and what i did?all i did is to make her forever urs , how ?
i told my leader isabel EVERYTHING....
every single thing that i had my feelings for her ..

its a no turning back for decision for me ...
cos i told her i will want to forget and give up...
and there she asked me to focus on God...
and i tell u i will focus on God...
and u can have no worries that i will snatch wendy from u ...
tl admit it...
u have the fear, if i were u and u were me ...
i tell u i will have the fear of she being snatch away..
last time i myself to watch over my action...
which will in end fail , and i will be close to her and fail to let her go ...
and now there is a person i want to prove that i will be ready for HIS great works ...
and u know who is he , God and i have one person to prove that i am capable to help her and thats is my leader isabel ... i have disappoint her so many time and yet she still believes in me ...
this time i can tell u this is the the hardest and most difficult test for me in the past 15 years of my

life.. but with this i overcome this test =] and make my God and my leader proud !
and the very thing i know very well is that i dont want to fail and disappoint them AGAIN !
so with this target =] i most probably wont fail =]

and ...

wendy...

...the very first time i post ur name at my blog >< ...
i WILL fufil the promise i have for you ...
tl dun worry =] all i promise her is jus to be her bro =] thats what she ask me to be =]
so tl now i wont be able to get in to a relationship with her no worries ...

and that i assure u =]
hmm thats all i want to say ...
reach my limit le ...
time to let go and rest ...
to isabel ... i wont let u down again ... this i will do my best to prove to u =]

i maybe immature but with this post , i make a commitment that i will not fall short of Him =]

isabel thanks for your guidiance on how to let go =]
i will be on 24/7 full for God now ... sorry this few days inconsitancy ... i was trying my best
to fight and i did won.
and last few days im resting . so isabel i am back =]
this time i am not joking =]

Labels: power of God and the encouragement of a leader isabel ... thx =]

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