Monday, March 22, 2010.

losing control , how i wish lives are running on auto pilot -.-

its so late , i still cant slp -.- , my life is goin upside own XD needa study , i cant let me fire die, but its starting to burn out le -.- headache ! jialat lah , im goin bonkers to crazy XD siao laio hmm jus still wondering when will i ever control my emotions 0.0 needa have a very gd self control ! if not wah gg haha XD u will see me emo and have lotsa lotsa relationship XD and there comes emo XD hahah !!! lol okay not funny , but i really need help here in controlling my emotions ! God helped once ! but i really wanna believe he will do the second time XD its really hard to struggle through by ur own , i wonder how the chinese entertainer came to chc service and shares his testimony about his life , i wonder how he did it alone... he must have a very certain determination i guess , cos i had it once and it was so cool after awhile i kinda forget it XD haha so yeah i cant rmer it =[ but i can do it lah =] i mean self control over myself !!! =] hmm will do a proper post next time XD

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